Jody :D

我用英文是有原因的.........




here's a thing i just realized 
i think it's stupid ...
and .... 
ridiculous....


i'm not sure about my hobby 
cuz i like to do everything 
and if i want to 
i can do it well 



i'm not sure about my speciality
well i know ... but i don't like to do it that much...
and... yeah... 
about sports... i 'm not soooo that well...



i'm don't really know about myself 
i just know that i'm vivid , outgoing these kind of stuff



but a really stupid thing that i'm sure is that.....
this is kinda hard to say...

i love you .... 
i really do ...
well... yep ...
i'm sure....
i'm sure about this for a very long time 
but i'm so scared to say about it 
cuz i'm afraid to get hurt again 
but now... 
it's ok that if you like someone else 
i still like you.. 
.........even though if you don't like me anymore 
or you never liked me ... 
i wish you to treat me as a very special person 
a very special girl 
and maybe ... probably someday... 
we'll be together again... 
and very happy.... 
this is what i want to say to you .... inderectly

you suck at English... so this is why i'm typing it in English....